but i cannot blame anyone...
i am not meant to be a leader..
and never i will become a good one..
the children day is the best way to show everyone..
I AM NOT A GOOD LEADER!! I CANNOT LEAD PEOPLE!! AND THATS THE TRUE THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE!!
i didn't thought of the problem that guns cannot board a bus..
i didn't expect that you all were that kinds of RESPONSIBLE PERSON...
i didn't knew that school property was not for public uses...
i didn't expect that working today is the biggest mistake...
i didn't see your true colours as a teacher till today...
the most important thing is..
I DUN EVEN NOE THAT I AM SUCH A FAILURE TILL NOW, TILL TODAY!
this is the first and the last time i will ask my BELOVED school to support me on doing outside events...
this is the last event i will ask you to join this kind of events..
good thing is, i learnt a lesson...
good people is not as good as they look like.
smart people is not responsible as they look like.
good friend doesn't mean that they are trustworthy.
good teacher doesn't mean they are kind.
now there is a few things i wanna shout out.. to some people..
'LOVE IS NOT EVERYTHING... AND YOU HAVING LOVE, HAD LOST EVERYTHING...'
'YES, YOU ARE KIND. YES, YOU ARE SMART. YES, YOU ARE FUN TO PLAY WITH. BUT.. CAN YOU PLAY AT THE RIGHT TIME? ... '
those are the negative ones...
positive is below...yet still sad..
......... :
you really have the potential to be everyone best friend :)
but i doubt i have the chances...
.......:
love being in the same class with you!
as you will never pangseh me de :)
cheerful de you then is the true you..
so yah, show your true colours bah :)
.....:
althought you are not a good student in teacher's eyes..
but you are a person that is always good to your friends de :)
and yah, not to forgot!
you dun suit the emo kind hor! so dun be one! BE HAPPY!!!
.......:
althought we this year then close...
but still..
i really like to have a friend like you!! :)
.......:
cry when you need to, smile when you want to, love if you like to, hate when you need to!
dun force yourself in doing anything :)
.......:
to you... i am seriously sorry..
i am still inmature..
still childish..
still can't decide on anything..
still cant...
sorry is the only word i can say now.
sorry.
....:
sorry for ignoring your messages today..
was really not in the mood to entertain you today..
tmr then work together bah :)
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