i had changed...
into someone i dun noe le...
sigh..
i cannot blame anyone about this..
it is all caused by myself..
sigh...

there was once when i was still young..
still innocent..
still alone..
but now..
why..

is one person more lonely or is having someone you love with you more lonely?
to me is...

i am really sorry that i keep throwing temper to you recently...
sorry..

this is a path i choose..and there is no turning back for me le..
it is too late le..
too late...

i hate myself to grow up so fast..
i hate myself to being the middle child..
i hate myself to meet you so early....
i hate myself to meet you when i still haven't learn how to love someone..

why people have personal feelings?
why must i noe how to love..
why must i noe how to make friends..
why must i being forced to do things that i shouldn't be doing in this age..

i should be studying now..not worry about this and that..

i regret to make close friends with you..
coz understanding you too much is a pain to me..
how i wish that time can rewind..
so i could go back to the period when we are still making friends with one another...
when we still dun noe each other too much...

Labels: juz a post to clear my minds

haha, i can even prank call people in the midnight.laughing to everyone i called!!!
happpppppppyyyyyy!!!!

haha, ok, time for serious business le.

to net,
dun need to say sorry de:)
coz i noe i am also at fault that day.
i noe that you are very troubled on that day but yet i still ask you to help in the dance.sorry..
friends still?
good friends still?

and yes! i alsooooo love the dance that have our effort and laughter in it:)

sheryl!!!
thanks for your support!
haha, and all your advice and all:)
really touched for all!! Love and miss you lots!!
and thanks for using mahjong to form my name, haha!
but my 'V" a bit out of shape leh..haha!

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thanks for all the things that you send me:)
that really really make me feel more better.
the rest i am not going to post here, but i here thank you for being sooooo understanding to me:)
and i am so glad that you think the same as me:)

OMG?!
thanks to danry,
i finally noe wat you are thinking!!
haha, thanks for all your support!!!

Labels: to gabriel

one more thing, thanks for your tag again, it allow me to understand more things from him:) thanks.

and..pls dun reply the people that tagged my blog.none of your business right?

Labels: to danry

thanks for the tag you gave me,



this problem i thought before le..

but..

do you noe wat happen when i wanted to get close to him..

dun want to say too much about this..



i noe i am in wrong in my relationship, you can say me childish or scold me,i won't fight back..

but..

can you not be the one to start the scolding?

ask gabriel to scold me bah..

or ask him to break with me if he want...



you say when he tired but i dun even care?

do you noe that i also will feel tired de?

times when i was fighting with my parents, crying after that but i still have to chat with him happily?i dun want him to noe all these things..

you say i dun care but wat do you mean by care?

talk to him when he was resting on the table?

message him when he was pressing his stomach because of the pain?

or wat?

i dun even noe wat to do loh..he is my first stead..you expect me to noe wat to do? i can tell you i dun noe.



spent time with him?

you think i have time?you think i am as free as you?you think i can go out whenever i want?

i can tell you i am still learning how to communicate with him even in phone.



ask me to be more girly? be more gentle? do more smart things? please him?

then i ask you, is that me le mah?

i can act as that de..

i mean act..

i wun really become like this de..

change for him?

too difficult for me...

be girly?

dun suit me..

gentle?

impossble for me..

smart things?

i am stupid i admit..

please him?

am i his pet or wat?

do wat he say?

am i his dog?



yah, i dun noe anything.

i apologize for anyhow saying.

think i am bossy?

i admit i am.

treat friend better?

which friend?

christina?

she have you le.she have you she happy le.



yah i dun noe how to change.

why must i?change wat?



tell me this for my own good?

thanks for that:)

Labels: to danry

i am so surprised that you can actually laugh at her, althought not sure who you laughing at but if you are laughing at her, can you understand her feeling?! can you?!

ok, i dun want to talk about it le..

today, have a lot of fun dancing with sheryl and net!!!
haha, very fun:) glad that we already planned the dance half way le!!! good work!!!
then at netball, due to the rain, there is no netball training then we did some ball work then went home.

sigh...now at home watching television, later will study history de:) haha . i must work hard!!!

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