sometime i do wish that i am someone who have no friend at all..
sometime i do wish that i never knew you..
sometime i do wish that u can juz disappear from my life...
sometime i do wish that time can go back to the time where you didn't change..
but now the only wish i want to make is to make myself disappear from this place named EARTH yet with a nickname called HELL!
a place named hell
the only reason that i am not asleep now is becoz, i do not want to oversleep for tmr netball training!
i am left alone now with only netball and myself..
why do i always feel so sad to go home ALONE immediately after school?
i find it so SO so hard to live alone!!
if given a choice... i will not choose the life i am having now..
and that is WORK, SLEEP, NETBALL. NTH ELSE!!!
but the bad part is.. i was never given a choice!
a place named hell
hmm... i wonder when is my last time blogging..
hehe!! should be long long time ago bah.. wahaha!! :)
anyway, the reason to blog this time is to juz say a few words!!
a few things to say:
1) work had become not as fun as before le..sadded !!good part is there is an annoying orange and sick good manager there to play with me :)
2) school is terrible!!! friends...sigh..netball..sigh...study..sigh..
3) this june holiday is the worst i ever had..
cuz..even i have time to go out.. i got no one to go out with.. except for MINYI!!! (thanks for going out with me!!!) everyone is busy with their own life.. nomad, relationship, ncc air and all...
4) my goal is to grow up, to survive without friends! loneliness will be my best friend now!
5)what if... i am attached? will i be as lonely as i am now? will i? or will i not?
6)i am writing all these things is cuz.. i noe that no one will come to this blog...
a place named hell
