this problem i thought before le..
but..
do you noe wat happen when i wanted to get close to him..
dun want to say too much about this..
i noe i am in wrong in my relationship, you can say me childish or scold me,i won't fight back..
but..
can you not be the one to start the scolding?
ask gabriel to scold me bah..
or ask him to break with me if he want...
you say when he tired but i dun even care?
do you noe that i also will feel tired de?
times when i was fighting with my parents, crying after that but i still have to chat with him happily?i dun want him to noe all these things..
you say i dun care but wat do you mean by care?
talk to him when he was resting on the table?
message him when he was pressing his stomach because of the pain?
or wat?
i dun even noe wat to do loh..he is my first stead..you expect me to noe wat to do? i can tell you i dun noe.
spent time with him?
you think i have time?you think i am as free as you?you think i can go out whenever i want?
i can tell you i am still learning how to communicate with him even in phone.
ask me to be more girly? be more gentle? do more smart things? please him?
then i ask you, is that me le mah?
i can act as that de..
i mean act..
i wun really become like this de..
change for him?
too difficult for me...
be girly?
dun suit me..
gentle?
impossble for me..
smart things?
i am stupid i admit..
please him?
am i his pet or wat?
do wat he say?
am i his dog?
yah, i dun noe anything.
i apologize for anyhow saying.
think i am bossy?
i admit i am.
treat friend better?
which friend?
christina?
she have you le.she have you she happy le.
yah i dun noe how to change.
why must i?change wat?
tell me this for my own good?
thanks for that:)
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