into someone i dun noe le...
sigh..
i cannot blame anyone about this..
it is all caused by myself..
sigh...
there was once when i was still young..
still innocent..
still alone..
but now..
why..
is one person more lonely or is having someone you love with you more lonely?
to me is...
i am really sorry that i keep throwing temper to you recently...
sorry..
this is a path i choose..and there is no turning back for me le..
it is too late le..
too late...
i hate myself to grow up so fast..
i hate myself to being the middle child..
i hate myself to meet you so early....
i hate myself to meet you when i still haven't learn how to love someone..
why people have personal feelings?
why must i noe how to love..
why must i noe how to make friends..
why must i being forced to do things that i shouldn't be doing in this age..
i should be studying now..not worry about this and that..
i regret to make close friends with you..
coz understanding you too much is a pain to me..
how i wish that time can rewind..
so i could go back to the period when we are still making friends with one another...
when we still dun noe each other too much...
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